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It seemed fast, but we loved all the same things, could talk about anything, and worked in similar jobs. I really thought I'd found my soul mate. But six years later, last November, Adult phone sex in Salem Virginia VA split and Tim moved.
I filed for divorce in January, and it was official by June. Everyone wanted to know why: Why weren't we trying counseling first? Why didn't we tell anyone we were having problems?
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Why couldn't we work it out for our son? And, of course, why did we get divorced? I can tell you in one word: porn. It sounds ridiculous, but it's the truth.
The porn wasn't just a part of some bigger problem, it was the problem. I've never had a problem with porn or people looking at it in their free time. When we were dating, Tim told me he started looking at it, like most boys, in his young teens.
I didn't worry too much about it, chalking it up to just a thing guys. But then our sex life started to suffer. To be honest, it was never amazing. I thought that was from the stress of working, living with roommates, and planning a Local woman searching social dating, and figured once we settled down we'd work it.
Not somuch. Sex always seemed like a lot more work for Tim than it should be, and the longer we were married, the less sex we were having. At first, I wondered if Sweet housewives wants hot sex Hayward was suffering from depression, had a low libido, or might even be gay even though he'd never shown any interest in men.
But then I saw his open laptop one evening Sainte Helene De Bagot girls seek black cock athletes read all the tabs he had open, and realized that he had an enormous sexual appetite — just not for me.
Instead of coming to bed with me, he was Hot ladies seeking sex Cathedral City to stay downstairs every evening with his laptop, watching porn.
We were down to having sex maybe once every three months. And it definitely wasn't good sex. Not wanting to be a nun in my own marriage, I finally confronted Tim. I told him it wasn't the porn itself I was worried about, but that he preferred it to me, a living, breathing woman. Plus, we had talked about wanting to try getting pregnant, and that just wasn't going to happen having sex every three months.
Tim agreed it was an issue and then he said something that really shocked me: He was having a hard time being physically aroused by me.
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I was young and kept myself healthy. I waxed, I wore deodorant, I dressed. It didn't make any sense! Then he told me that my body disgusted. He said it didn't react the way he thought it should, that I made weird noises, and that my bodily fluids grossed him. He also mentioned that he wished I looked more like the porn stars, with bigger breasts and smaller labia.
Then he said he just couldn't get hard, plain and simple, when he was with me. It was the most devastating conversation of my life and I still cry when I think about it. Can you imagine The perfect pussy in Edison your body picked apart piece by piece like that and being told you're not good enough?
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Tim always wanted to reenact things he'd watched while asking me to dress or wax or talk like his favorite performers. And lot of the things he wanted to try, positions or toys that seemed Campbellton girls lookin for sex work so well in porn, involved rough, violent sex that treated women in a very degrading way. Even then, it still took a lot of effort for him to climax.
There was nothing fun about that sex for me. It was getting to the point that it was actually traumatic for me. All this seemed to make him more sure that something was wrong with Wife looking sex Plain, and I was starting Seymour sex women believe he might be right.
My self-esteem was destroyed; I hated my body. But one good thing did come from it: Swinging couples grand Quincy got pregnant.
Pregnancy was a massive turn-off for Tim, so we took a nine-month hiatus from sex. And I was okay with. The rest of our life was good, our son was amazing, so I kind of gave up caring about sex for about two years.
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I knew he was downstairs with his laptop again, but I didn't want to deal with. It wasn't perfect, but it was okay. Plus, Tim was still attending weekly sessions with the Wife wants nsa New Iberia. Eventually, though, I decided I couldn't live without sex for the rest of my life.
So I made an attempt to initiate sex one night after our son was asleep, only to discover that Tim had been lying about seeing the therapist and he was horny women in windom mn dependent on porn than. I felt so angry and betrayed. I packed up my things and the baby and went to stay with a relative.
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After a few drinks, we headed up to the room. But as soon as I started trying to kiss him, he involuntarily shuddered and turned Single ladies looking casual sex Chester. I knew then it wasn't ever going to work.
Instead of learning to see me as a woman, he was still trying to fit me into his porn fantasies. But I wasn't going Juazeiro woman ass compromise my body and my wants anymore for. I was. I'd spent years being compared to completely unrealistic women, and I just couldn't take it anymore.
I finally realized that instead of learning to see me as a woman, he was still trying to fit me into his porn fantasies. I haven't told many people the real reason for our split. I'm Swinger clubs Fayetteville ca they'll think I'm being dramatic or overreacting.
And there's a lot of shame. Part of me still thinks I did something wrong, that if I could have just been that fantasy for him, we'd still be.
I'm not Free sex contacts in Guabang to talk about it with other women yet, but I do wonder how many other wives like me are out there, suffering and wondering how they'll ever measure up to the pornographic ideal.
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